About my journey
Going back to 2010
My own journey towards Self-alignment started in 2010, but little did I know, that it would take me 10 years to figure it out.
At that point in time, I thought, I had it all. I was 27 years old, with a dream job, a loving marriage, close to my family, friends for life, and my beautiful daughter had just been born. What more could I wish for?
Then the card house slowly but firmly started falling. Out of a clear blue sky, “shit” started happening and I couldn’t do anything to stop it. And when I didn’t get the Universe’s hints of surrendering and going with the flow (or in my case: rolling with the punches), I would be shown an even tougher path, just to finally surrender.
Over the next 10 years, I would experience despair, losing jobs, losing friends, not feeling like I fit anywhere, being bullied, a grim divorce, my mom dying in my arms, huge betrayals, mental and physical abuse, being suicidal, my body shutting down due to exhaustion, countless heartbreaks and a clear red thread of tremendous fear of never making it in this world.
I doubted the process and the Universe’s abundance multiple times. An yet every time I doubted, the road still led me to a new level of consciousness and understanding – usually me being more exhausted than joyful, but definitely with more peace and a broader smile.
Now I manage to continuously give myself just enough space, in order to accommodate to the inevitable changes. And I promised the Universe to give “them” a chance, every day, to show me the meaning of it all – thus, we still have our weekly discussions of the need for so much “hurt/pain” when transforming (But more on that in my lectures and workshops).
And just recently a client told me: “You make life seem so simple and easy”. No-one, that have experienced transformation full on, will tell you it was easy, but will pretty much agree, it was worth it. And also: It is inevitable.
I can’t present you with a quick fix, and I asure you, you can’t only Meditate and Yoga yourself through a personal change towards Self-alignment.
But if you are ready to put in the work, I promise, to hold your hand through the process, add light and humour, and help you not to trip over your own toes.
With this I hope, you will accept your inevitable transformation, and welcome it with much more grace, than I did.
With much appreciation,
My Soul's purpose
… is to bring Spirit into matter. I’m here to help, through spiritual techniques, spiritual technologies and spiritual practices, bring “Heaven to Earth” – bringing the experience of abundance (bliss, love, the Divine) into everyday life: (e.g. in your business and relationships).
My goal is to help you access your higher wisdom and connect to your higher energies, and bring it into your world through practical ways. In other words, I’m a missing piece of the puzzle between this world and Heaven/the Divine.
My core mission is to plug you into the infinite energy field, the Divine Source, your own potential and own spiritual nature (life force). I show you, how you plug into this infinite supply of energy and love, and strengthen the connection to your human form/body, heartspace and bring yourself forth into the world.
My human form
I am here to show & tell, that YOU too can re-emerge from the inevitable transformation, with a higher Self-alignment and live life accordingly to your higher truth.
I have experienced it all by now. I tried to control my way through everything (through relationships, through jobs, through my spiritual awakening), not really succeeding in controlling.
For every round of chaos, I also experienced enormous gifts & realisations, alongside identifying my Spiritual Tribe. And finally, I started reconnecting to my Soul, remembering:
- who I am,
- where I am from and
- what I am here to do
… although it is an infinite work in progress.